Umbrella

Have you ever felt hours seem like years? Well, that was I felt last night when I finally had the chance to be with someone I love again. I totally know it was a wrong idea to fall for him but what can I do. He made me feel very important and most of all, he made feel that I exist and matter. What I am really happy about is that he really wanted our meeting to push through so even if it was really raining hard, it did. We decided to meet up at 7eleven Boni, then go to Ayala,Makati and eat pares at the creek side beside People Support, and so we did. We even went to our old office building, RCBC, and chill at the lung center and do what everybody else is doing. It's like a suspect going back to the crime scene a year after the crime happened. That's what it feels like going back to what we considered home for like years already. While we were there, we felt awkward because we no longer know everyone in the area plus we are the only ones not wearing our ID. It was a good thing that he saw one of our colleague still working at the same building in a different company. We shared stories and reminisced until we have nowhere to go to. We decided to call friends, Jay and Abhie. Guess what, Jay has 2 phones and it doesn't ring. Abhie's phone doesn't ring either. We called Bels, who is quite a busy person but nevertheless took our call. Last chance, we called NiÑo who has a shift in Union Bank Plaza, Ortigas. Guess what. Yes, we went to UBK. We took a bus then walked from Galleria to UBK and looked like shit since it was raining hard. Anyhow, i honestly did not care about because I'm with him. While we're there, we saw old friends. Bonding time. They once again laugh about his jokes, punchlines and stories. There's one guy who thought that I am his better half, well I said we're good friends. Indeed. His old team leader said that we look good together even before. Well. That time, I don't know what do or if I should say anything at all. I stayed quiet and just smiled. I still am not used to people seeing us together. We stayed there til past 3am before we decided to go home. We took a cab going to my place. While at the cab, we just held hands. It feels like I wanted to stay there for good but no can do. In every story there should be an ending, and so ours ended too. He just waited till I get inside the gate then off he go. While in bed, I sent him a message saying that I was so happy being with him and he made my day. I also told him i know this is wrong but i do love you and he replied "Same here."